The Only Thing I Have

Being very honest, I don’t know what I’m doing here.

I don’t know why I’ve held on so long.

Everything always hurts. It almost never gets better.

Is there a reason I’ve lasted this long?

It’s unbelievable I haven’t given up yet.

The only reason that I’m here on this earth is because I have hope.

But we all know about hope.

It always brings misery.

But it’s all I have right now.

It’s the only reason why I’m living.

But that doesn’t mean that I don’t worry that that hope will be hopeless one day.

I always worry.


11 thoughts on “The Only Thing I Have

  1. Always have hope. Never let the awful thoughts win, because you’re strong. Find something to live for, and latch onto that with everything you have. Don’t give up. I know you’re strong.

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  2. One of my favourite quotes from a TV show I like is ‘You know what they say about hope. It breeds eternal misery’. Although it’s my favourite quote, it’s NOT true! Life is practically based on hope, without it everybody would be lying in a gutter, drained of life. Hope is what excites us for the future, makes us eager to reach out at our goals and it’s what brings about success, so never loose it!

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    • Oh my gosh, that quote is from Spencer right, from Pretty Little Liars? That’s what I was talking about in my post lol.I love that quote so much too, I always remember it. But you’re right it’s not true. I had to find out that it wasn’t true. I had to believe in hope and sometimes it didn’t let me down. Thank you for reminding me what hope brings, it made me feel better about it. I should hold it for the future.

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      • Right? But I hated that in the finale they made Sara Harvey both redcoat and black widow. But it’s cool that they’re going 5 years forward so we can see how they lived -A less lives. But the hiatus is so long, it’s torture.

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      • I know I didn’t like Sara Harvey being involved, I mean she was like such a small character only introduced in like season 6! I liked Cece being A though. Apparently the biggest mystery is yet to come (bigger than the A mystery) so I don’t think their lives will be great. I’m so excited!

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      • Exactly. Redcoat and black widiw came before Sara even existed. We couldn’t even figure it out because she wasn’t a character yet. Yep only more trouble for the girls when they come back to Rosewood. I don’t even know what to expect of it.

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