Have you ever grown so comfortable with someone that you saw yourself telling them all these secrets and giving them so much of yourself?
You wanted to further your relationship, you wanted to feel safe with them, you wanted it to last.
But things change. Somewhere along the way, they act differently… they don’t try anymore?
They say all these promises making all kinds of plans for the future. And for a second you, being the doubtful person you usually are, actually believe them for a second. You can actually picture having that road trip with them or simply hanging out with them and going for car rides once one of you gets your license.
But then that fantasy is shattered… because it’s never going to happen. Things have changed.
They have suddenly forgotten all the things they’ve said. Or they remember and they just said them to make you happy or “eased.”
Right now I’m going through these emotions. I’m not 100% sure that this friendship that I have with this guy is actually going nowhere but… he says that he wants to hang out with me, but he hardly wants to talk to me whenever we see each other in the hallway. I mean shouldn’t it mean something to him that we actually seeing each other face to face (because we never see each other anymore)? Does he care?
Sorry that this is so vague, I didn’t really plan to write a blog post about this but it’s just bothering me.
I actually saw myself furthering my friendship with this person, this would be one of the few first real friends I’ve made since freshman year, and I don’t have many real friends.
But, I don’t know, something just changed in the past week. His promises just became like everyone else’s.
I can’t really say much without going into detail…
I was just wondering has anyone gone through this feeling? Of trusting someone so much. So much trust that you felt safe giving them your secrets? But now giving them your secrets feels like a burden or… I don’t know it’s just not the same.
Have you ever had that feeling that a friendship that you have with someone isn’t progressing anymore, it’s just going backwards?
Cancer by Twenty One Pilots
song like you By Bea Miller
burning bridges By Bea Miller
i can’t breathe By Bea Miller
I’ve been really obsessed with Bea Miller’s new EP, as you can see lol… her voice is just so raw and her songs are beautiful. Also, I’m still obsessed with Twenty One Pilots I don’t think my obsession with them will ever stop. Hope you enjoy and have a great weekend everyone: we made it to Friday!