To have something in control of your mind is exhausting and ironically…
hard to control.
You cannot control something/someone that controls you.
And it’s the only thing you can do.
You submit so hard that you start believing and creating new feelings and emotions shaped to your controller’s beliefs.
Whether you’ve noticed or not you’ve started destroying and erasing pieces of yourself.
You’ve let your controller take over.
Have you ever watched a movie where a person is being mind-controlled and you’ve wondered well why can’t they just snap out of it with resilience?
But have you realized that the exact same thing is happening to you?
You’re being mind-controlled.
You’re being taken over.
You’re not being yourself.
Would you call that healthy?
Would you want that to keep going on?
Sometimes the thing or person controlling you isn’t always some guy in a cloak with out-of-this-world powers or a hypnotizing object. Sometimes what or who’s controlling you is unaware or not meant to control you, but you’ve let them control you.
It’s hard not to submit.
Submitting, nowadays, is easier than fighting.
But you should fight.
Because your mind deserves it. It deserves peace, calmness,
and it deserves not to be controlled.