Well, I’m really bad at updating lol. There was really no reason that I was gone for a couple of days except a lack of inspiration and school.
To be honest, it feels kind of foreign to write a post… I don’t know, not much has happened while I was gone but it feels like I was gone for a long, long time.
So how are you guys? How’s life?
I’ve actually been doing really good, up until Thursday morning… when I got strep throat from someone.
I always believe that when I got sick it was a sign that I need to slow down in life. And I guess saying that life was really good was sort of a half lie. Life has been good, but I’ve just been stressing a lot lately and having a bunch of anxiety.
Over what exactly?
College and Driving.
I have about 3 more months until I can get my license and my uncle is teaching me. But, I don’t know, sometimes I feel so confident in that driver’s seat than other times it’s like “Oh no. OH NO. What if I don’t turn good? We’re gonna crash. We’re gonna crash!” Okayyy maybe not that extreme, but I get nervous and doubt skills that I know I’ve practiced.
And college… please don’t get me started. Even the word gives me enough anxiety as it is.
“What am I going to do with my life?” You might wonder. I don’t freakin’ know. Please don’t ask me.
School and second semester isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I have some really good friends that make me smile and laugh and I’m happy. And the best part is I don’t have to act like someone I’m not… my friends accept me for who I am and our relationships are healthy.
Plus, oh my gosh I almost forgot this part… So some of you might not know this but music is my entire life; I love to sing music, play music, listen to it and write it. I’ve been writing more songs lately! Just this month (and the month isn’t even halfway over) I’ve written 4 finished songs! That’s a record. The most I’ve written in a month were maybe 2. I guess I’m writing more songs because there’s this monster called college on my back. But whatever is giving me this umph is really helping me be more productive and focus on the important things.
But yeah that’s about it. This is just a little update, hopefully, I get some blogging ideas and I get some time away from school to actually write a blog post. It feels really good to be back, I hope you guys are doing great!
(Uhmm when did the menu for the post settings when you’re writing a new blog post move from the left to the right? Is it just me or does it bother anyone else?)